I’m really sorry for my lapses in emotional normalcy. I promise I’m trying to get better, so that I don’t end up hurting anyone. I didn’t really sleep last night and kept thinking about all of this. Today I decided to take a deep breath and try harder. I know I have super terrible trust issues and I’m super scared of getting close to people, but I’m going to try and let that go. I’m going to trust all of you and let you take it from there. No more questioning or doubts. I love you all.